Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Birthday Thoughts...:)


Yesterday morning….while I entered into another b'day of my life...I had some thoughts. Though I got calls from my family at 12 the night before and they were happy to wish me a happy birthday. They are happy that I am here….I exist as a part of their life.

Similarly, I am glad that I am given a chance to be me. Sometimes we have to be glad about ourselves. This morning that is what I told God and I thanked him to be with me like always. I thanked him for giving me the courage, the patience and the zeal to do things for good. Then I remembered my guru’s who are always by my side preaching goodness and instilling faith in me.

Then came those good people who remembered me, few have been with me for a reason or a season. But my goodness, the wishes were inspiring and made my day. I felt a little more special and I smiled. I am at peace that, they exist and I am glad I exist in close proximity of such wonderful people.

I am putting in here something which a teammate now friend sent to me yesterday morning. We have a relationship filled of respect and mutual admiration. I am going to cherish this gesture…the time spent on creating this for me, makes me feel special and worthy of finding happiness in little things. Isn’t it beautiful?




Stepping on a birthday ladder brings so many more queries in my mind. Life seems to be curious like me…..growing up is fun as it brings me to peace, keeps me calm and serene. I have learnt to keep patience, to give, to share and to be happy. I have learnt it is all a state of mind.

I worry about my anger – especially when I can’t control it with my mom. She still is the most tolerant when it comes about me. But then she understands the feelings, the unexpressed lot which bounces out only when she is around. I hope I get better this year on this front.

Recently, I have realized at times I am too vulnerable. I want to work towards that. I tend to lose spirits quite easily and start dreaming of a free-bird life which is practically difficult. But whatever be the case – I am truly the same freespirit – aspiring & dreaming big which each passing day :)

11 comments:

ANAGHAYATI said...

Can relate to every single word u mentioned.Keeping doing the good work girl ... U really rock ... !!! and yes,U r worth it :)(all the love and affection showered on u)

Jigyasa said...

@ Anagha

Glad you could resonate :)
Thanks for all the love and affection.....

Mohit Pawar said...

Sore high in the sky and go where your free spirit takes you. Our wishes are with you.

Jigyasa said...

@ Mohit

Thanks Mohit. The wishes mean a lot to me.

Jack said...

Jigyasa,

I am cursing my lethargy for not visiting earlier. BELATED MANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS OF THE DAY. Hope I can offer you a treat to make up for this folly.

Take care

Jigyasa said...

@ Jack

Thanks Uncle J. Never mind the delay....your wishes are forever!

Smile!

Mohit said...

May these sparkling moments
never end
Wherever the life- road bend……
May u drink,
the sweet honey of life,
on the madness brink……..
May u have every success,
and every access,
to joy and happiness
Treasure,
Wishing u a great bday is a very lovely pleasure………

Chakoli said...

hey belated happy bday :)

and post is touching!

Jigyasa said...

@ Mohit

Thanks a lot. The words are b'ful....i m all smiles!

@ Chakoli

Thanks :)

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