Thursday, July 8, 2010

Empty Head!!

I have a kind of empty mind. Or I need one? All I feel like is to relax but if I will relax who will work my dreams. I have a smile…..which come with difficulty and is accompanied by a frown. I have plans and I have counter plans. I want this and I need to think to that too. I have absolutely no confusions but I am indecisive. I am missing home but don’t feel like staying there for long. I want a holiday but I am worried about fetching some new projects in the coming month? I am right now chatting with two of my friends, feel like having coffee in the balcony which is right now witnessing the pleasant weather. But I guess I shall go and take a nap…I feel a little tired.

In all – I want to do too many things and I don’t feel like doing anything at all. I am lost with the list of to do things and I feel like getting lost in the rain. I feel like getting rejuvenated and get going but I guess I shall take a break & travel. I am set to fulfill my ambitions, lord! Why can’t I just be your happy-go-lucky creation?

Still there is some space to breathe when I go back to the drafts in my mobile & read:
“Your sacred space is where you can find yourself again and again”
– Jospeh Campbell.

I am off to look for that space now!! My peaceful space……btw its raining outside!