Friday, January 9, 2009

Not Shattered but Inquisitive


God is gracious! May be that’s the reason that I don’t feel shattered but yes, I do feel sad, defoliated at times and inquisitive at the end of the day. At times, things happen to us which are unexpected, undeserved and more to that, they become unavoidable as well. At times when we do things with all good intentions and the perceptions differ and it’s suddenly disqualified from the purpose, without a reason being given, even without a chance for explanation, this abrupt end to the effort fetches a sudden exhaustion. And the mind goes blank, the sight dark and a lost spark. And by the times, we console ourselves of the unnecessary distress; we are left with some inquisition. Why me?

Then there is a feel of defeat, a defeat to life, when we try to be happy by all means, in all times, through all riddles & obstacles, when we break our own promises to ourselves to be happy and cheerful; come what may! It happens, disagreement is one reason, anger in another. Showing anger is not appreciated but keeping anger again causes shattered feelings. When you know you feel awkward but you can’t express, when you are not convinced with what you do but you can’t deny, when you know you could have changed things but you know you won’t do.

All these things………are not negative in thought, unobvious to understand, these are the obvious feelings we all come across at the obvious times of life for may be some unobvious reasons. This could be at home, at work, with friends, colleagues, even in the family…..!

All I pray to God is to give us the patience, the strength & the willpower to excel.

Keep Smiling!! Have a courageous 2009 :-)

4 comments:

Naserke said...

that's life, and isn't always fair..

shoOOonya said...

buck up !! You are far stronger than you might feel / believe right now.

You do have control over ur life ... You do have some control over the design of your own future ..

And this .. my dear .. I have learnt from YOU !!

Sensitive:-) Jigyasa said...

@ Naserke

Thanks for the reminder!!! I agree!!

Sensitive:-) Jigyasa said...

@ ShoOOonya

Really!! I am really happy to read that....that I was able to help!

I am glad. Thanks for the encouragement though!